North Carolina

I have decided I really don't like flying. The air is so annoying and it gives me a sore throat. There is no way i can ever sleep sitting up and between two strangers. So I was too nervous to sleep Friday night and I'm about 1000x more nervous now, so sleep is out of the question. I am currently sitting at the Charlotte airport all by myself feeling exhausted. Although I have to admit there is something empowering about traveling alone, I wish I had just one other person to share this with. Its finally starting to sink in that I will be gone for three months. In my mind this is just a short trip, but I have ten weeks until I can sleep in my own bed. Right now my biggest fears are of losing my baggage and someone forgetting to pick me up at the airport. UGhhhhhh we'll see if either of those happen in about 6.5 hours.